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Halifax right now... Even though they are my fav band in the world. Its just its friday and i 'HAD' a concert to go to. But when i checked my email i had one said "

Hello Halifax Fans,

Your March 23^rd Halifax show at the First Unitarian Church has been moved to Monday, March 26th. The show will take place at the same venue and the same time. All tickets will be honored. Refunds will be given if you cannot attend. Please contact us no later than 12pm Monday, March 26 if you would like a refund.

Thanks!

Matt Feldman

Artist Arena

212.420.8080

Okay so you tell me am i just being selfish or do i realy have a reason to be unpset and angry? Cause i think that i am total justifide in being pissed the fuck off.

1. I've been wait for months for this.

2. i cleared my calender for this.

3. I was asked on a date and had to tell the guy no cause i was going to a concert. HA!!!!

4.I can't go on the 26th cause thats a monday and i have school and i also have a huge game on sunday for rugby and i dont want to go to a concert with a black and a busted lip. Sorry id rather get that FROM the concert.

so what am i saposed to do? Just sit back and relaxe when my hopes have just been crushed and stepped on and obliterated?!?!?! NO i dont think so and know what the worst part is????. I know you do....... Well they dont have a good reason and if they did it would of been in the email now would it?????

grrr bye

holly

Im the worst person/sister in the world right now

So im not so happy right now mainly for the fact that

1. My little 14years old brother was sitting in jovie yesterday because he brang a swich blade with him to school

2. Why he brang it... Hes getting bullied around (again) every goddamn school that he's been to he has been bullies im so sick of it. I eefing hate highschool students why can't they just leave the middle schoolers alone? Like what the hell is so fun about beating up and a kid and scaing him to the point that he feels the need to bring a knive to school to protec his-self. He was a shopsed to come this saturday for Christmass and everything but right now we dont know whats going to happen to him. If hes going to jail, if he has to go see a therapisse, or what. He has court on thursday and then from there they will tell us if he will beable to come and see us. Which i hope that they do. I miss him and i feel like its my fault that hes doing all of this. I've tryed to teach him to stick up for himself when he needs to and to just shut up when he needs to. But my dad has tought him to do nothing but run his mouth and piss people off so ofcrose hes going to forget what i tought him. But also i feel like its my fault cause im not there to protect him like he needs me to. No hes there in Kansass and im here in Pipers-frecking-Middle-of-no-where-Ville PA. Cant realy do much from here now can i??

So if i seem to be in just a foul mood or up set just leave me alone. Theres nothing anyone can do.

And it also doesnt fucking help that i have Rob up my ass about every little fucking thing that i do wrong. Im sorry i dont play the fucking vibe like you want me too. I play the FUCKING drums NOT BELLS get it right. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDSFvkjfsb gklsdhfsh yes if you cant tell i cant realy stand Rob. I hate the sheer fact that hes always hovering around me waiting for me to fuck up.AND doesnt help that he reaks of cigerets ALL the time and when hes RIGHT behind me and i can smell it. I just feel like turring around and asking for one right then and there and lighting it right then and there too!!! Grr and i do not like to smoke!! GAAAHH man this sucks life sucks in genrale. I have NO friends. I mean i have about 1 that lives atleast on the same contenit as me and i might get to see her next week. But as for that i dont have any friends sep for the ones i had in Japan and goddamn so i miss them..... FUCK!!! sorry i just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs till i pass out. God im such an eefing screw up....

Bye~

<# holly

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